wander?

Lost reality extends itself out and spreads around the room. Found myself comforted by the lies I tell almost everyday. The fragments of memory causing the lump in the back of my throat has been suppressed by telling lies in almost every way. 疲れた笑顔と言い訳の日々と醜悪な嘘と借り物の言葉 疑わないで生きていけたならちょっとは優しく笑えるのに I wanna go back to my youth. I wanna be taken back there, and live life and laugh more freely. I wanna go back to my youth. I wanna be taken back there, and if I can live more simply.