in a cafe just a little down the stairs from a city shop selling cameras and things i smelled your lighter oil mixed with cofee and crem an odor still lingered from the lines you gave me you said it did not you? “just do it kill me” today is a day that in particular i seem to be smiling and laughing quite a lot i just had a dream and in it you had died and i had no choice then but to love you do not think to abandon or ever leave me so wash me cut me i am underwater my lungs and breathing are quite affected please watch me closely and do check to see i dry out completely i dry through and through come shine me tear me i am underwater relying completely on zero gravity and when I do melt down entirely immedeately bon apetit it was you who was dying there right in front of me and i could not stop the tears i could not hold them in all of the little things of this little world are so very dear to me it hurts to think of them oh do not make me have those kind of dreams again a scent so sweet that it got me dirty the troops to protect me were out on patrol please watch me closely and do check to see i dry out completely i dry through and through a lie so big that it got me dirty as soon as i said it a wound opened up and when i do melt down entirely immediately bon appetit i am not afraid of a little boredom why did the two of them ever chance to meet?
